i messed up Trigger Warning
The night before my birthday, i used a pocket knife to do it. i freaked out because it wasn't sharp enough, before i hurt myself i was 209 days clean. i dont know who to talk to. my therapist im afraid will tell my parents, and they dont help with sh1t. in fact their one of the main reasons i did it. the other reason i did it was because i ate too much. that day i ate alot of food, and as punishment for eating, i did that. im scared of my family or friends finding out, but i know i cant keep doing this.
im f@cking scared. im just a kid. i dont know how to deal with this. even as i type all this im crying because its so f@cking hard to hold back, i cant do this anymore. im so f@cking tired of this sh1t
@JustATadBitFruity You mention you're just a kid. How old are you?
@HopieRemi I'm a minor, i dont know all the type of people here so i dont want to say my exact age
@JustATadBitFruity that's okay
If you're 13 to 17 years old then you will need to be in teen side of cups , you can mail community@7cups.com and tell them your correct Birthday so they can put you in the right side that's more safe for you
If you're below 13 then you'll have to log out from cups and seek support through a minor friendly website, also for your safety <3
@7cupscommunity @cheerymango could help with any questions
Yes exactly this
im sorry im trying to hard right now, but i cant hold back
im ganna do it
@JustATadBitFruity Hey im so sorry your going thru that. Thats awful. If you ever need to chat im always here
@JustATadBitFruity And yeah i know how hard it is when you try not to do it. And you can beat this, i believe in you. Dont be too hard yourself
@JustATadBitFruity I can relate to your pain, self harming is something we feel like we should do, to punish ourselves and to escape our reality.
All of your recovery back then was valid and I'm proud of you for holding it so far. Sometimes we will relapse, please don't think you won't be able to recover ever again.
I wish you get better soon 💜💜
*safe hugs <3
@JustATadBitFruity Hey just to let you know i edited your thread title to include both a trigger warning and to remove the inflammatory language from the title.
