Check In ‖Tw: Self Harm

@Apeatrice

aw thank u this is a sweet post, idk how im doing n not been able to figure out my triggers yet but i'd love to eat an apple and then a snowflake too! :)

@Apeatrice heloo buddy! i'm doing alright as of now and life has been treating me fairly. my road to recovery is slow but consistent and when i think about my triggers? um.. i can't recall. it used to be anything. and i'd like to take the apple. 

how are you doing? 

- tani

Honestly lives never been harder I relapsed and it went deep and I thought it was my time so I told myself never do it again but I did it again and again and now I can’t stop

@Apeatrice

thanks for checking in

@Apeatrice

 How have you been doing?

doing  so so been a lot going on for us.

Is life treating you ok?

not so good my home aid is quitting due to family stuff and checks getting lost. also still dealing with others offline.

• How are you getting along with your recovery? mostly ok
  

• What are your triggers? How are you dealing with them?  mostly they family issues when we call parents. we not call them much due to the family stuff. but when we do they talk about brother. that a trigger and about them being old and  us not being there helping. we just try to remember we moved to be safe and to not just be part of mom as in no one really seeing us as a person separated  from mom. also use coping skills big one is Journaling  and having round table meeting within with all alters. we talk things over keep accountability  with each other too. this was each within know there help when needed to not self harm,
  

Would you rather eats an apple or a snowflake? we love snowflakes we have since very young child. for us they remind us each person 1 of a kind. with own likes and dislikes. so we at times have them hanging around apartment too. right now we not did that yet.