Motivation to continue, first goal completed!
I managed to stay clean for a full day! I've been struggling to meet this goal for 2 weeks, finally pushed through and made it. Almost gave in 4 times, but continued fighting and came out of it clean. It may be only one dag(24 hours) buts it's a start and I'm going to continue this streak., terrified to break it and dissapoint everyone (my fiends online and my friend in real life, the only person I've told about the self harm)
@willingSugar9815
I won’t lie but i’m struggling in more ways then i would like to admit. I am so tempted to SH right now but i’m not going too, not today, tomorrow i won’t think about until tomorrow, today i did something amazing and i can’t wreak if i wreak i think i will crumble into a worsen state. I know i will end up having to restart the timer (can’t think of the word that mean you end up re-self harm, or you suddenly get worse when your getting better) but today will not be that day. I’m a fighter, i’m not going to stop now.
(sorry, post turned into a vent)
@willingSugar9815 No need to apologize at all, venting and talking about how we feel is a great way to express the built up emotions and thoughts, it can be an overwhelming experience but is helpful not keeping stuff stored inside. 💛
You're doing the best you can and it makes a lot of difference. You are strong indeed, and I'm super proud of you for holding on as tight as you can. 💛 Sending love.
