Really confused on why i’m doing this TW
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I don’t know how it happened but I hurt myself today. I don’t know why I did it, cause i’ve never done it before. It just happened. I’m just really confused. I don’t think my self harm is valid. It doesn’t feel real, it feels weird. It kinda stings. I have no idea why I did it, I think i’m just doing it randomly. I must be really stupid, I feel like what I did is really stupid cause other people have problems while i’m literally a lucky person with no reason to self harm. I’m literally happy and have no reason to self harm, but for some reason I did. I’m just repeating myself at this point. I’m just really confused. I have no reason to self harm
@tomatocultivation
im sorry your going through this, but know that you and your self harm are valid, there could be some underlying things that could be causing you to resort to self harm, or you just do not have a reason, you still deserve help and love, *sends love and hugs if okay* if you ever need to talk or vent I’m here.
Hi. I know it might seem weird to you, your SH coming out of the blue. I too am a happy person, family, two adorable children, no apparent reason to be unhappy. But I have too many unresolved things in my past that I've been shutting deep down inside, running from them my whole life. It's a bit different for me bc MY SH started when I was a little kid but it's still happening, I'm still doing it despite I'm really trying not to. I'm sometimes not even aware I'm doing it. I'm still working on resolving my past issues with my therapist and finding out the reasons. There are plenty, I just thought they are already behind me in my past.
I wish you can find the reasons for yours. Be patient and kind to yourself, think about what your body needs. It helps.
@tomatocultivation
