sibling(sorry long thread..)

i alr posted a thread but i wanna talk ab how my sibling pushed up my shorts when i was offguard and pointed to my scars asking what they were knowing damn well what it was. they did this twice actually and kept pushing me to answer and i once woke up with my sheets off and shorts up so i dont know if it was them but i made sure i was rolled up tight so that wouldnt happen. this sibling makes me sick and uncomfortable bc of a past incident but im learning to forgive. i dont get it? then after they did the first thing i mentioned they say "are you upset with me" that question makes my blood boil man bc they said that alot when theyre refering to the past incident so when they said it now after pushing their hand up my thigh and basically touching a private area and seeing i got quiet and in a sligjt daze how can you ask me that? im trying not to swear rn. they *** me off so badly i cant even sleep without blankets off me bc i know they come in my room when im asleep and they might see something. only when theyre not home i can sleep without a blanket.