Depression, loneliness, and finals.
My depression is hitting me hard again.I'm all alone, and I feel myself growing cold because it seems I'm just not meant to be around people... but I need love and I can't get better without people without first inflicting myself on them.
All I want to do is curl up with my puppy andice cream, and binge watch something.
But it is also finals week, which mostly means learning half a semester's worth of organic chemistry and writing a couple papers in the next few days. I can't seem to get enough traction to get into a focused grove.... I'm too focused on the rain cloud over my head.
I don't know how I'm going to make this work.
Your literally describing me right now. It's so hard !
That sounds really stressful! I know finals week is already hard enough without also having to deal with depression. Hang in there, you will get through this week. Please feel free to message me if you'd like to talk :)
You can do it! I believe in you. There are literally nothing worse than finals. Hang in there though and it'll be over sooner than you know.
This was me last semester - I understand how hard it is. I'm sorry.