Two weeks into undergrad deadline
Plenty of procrastination, wallowing in self-pity, lost in toxic relationship, fighting for closure from childhood trauma and dealing with panic attacks, anxiety and attachment issues lead me to two weeks before undergrad deadline.
Regret is always there in the back of my mind. Sadness and numbness goes back and forth a lot of times throughout the days. Dark thoughts and guilt surfaced and supressed every hour or so.
But do i give up? No. Life is not always rainbow and this time it's a bad storm. But like every other storm, it will pass away. So is the cycle of this life. As long as there's breath in us, there is no stopping. I am doing my best with this last spurt of mine.
Fingers crossed. God bless me and everyone who's going through the same tribulation.
Thank you for sharing this message! I'm sorry for everything you went through. No one deserve to suffer, but as you said, stroms happen, this is part of life. However, it warms my heart to hear how determined you are! You're facing life with a really insipiring approach, and with this spirit, I'm very confident you can achieve a lot! You are doing the best you can, and I'm sure you'll make the most of the time you have left and do you'll do well! And even if it doesn't go as you wish, you have the right spirit and strength to keep working on your goals and doing something great. I admire you! Good luck with everything!