Documenting exam season
Hi!
So I've decided to document my journey through finals. Hopefully the last set of exams I'll be giving in a while (if I manage to pass, and I really hope I do)
Didn't get much done today after all. Did manage to skim the entire textbook, but still feel weirdly foggy and blank. I had decided to wake up early this morning...around 5 am. But I had been so exhausted after yesterday from some reason that everything hurt and I couldnt even open my eyes when I tried to get up. Also, I fell asleep without my blanket last night, which I can never sleep without no matter how hot it is, and I guess that shows that I was exhausted. Anyway, started late today. Skimmed the entire thing. But pretty sure I retained nothing. Even after I had just revised a major chunk of this syllabus just last week and clearly had retained stuff when I went through it then. I'm terrified im gonna fail. But at the same time, too tired to care.
Tried to wake up at 4, couldn't. Woke up at 4:30 instead. Trying to go over things one last time, but internally I'm freaking out. I hope I can atleast write enough to pass.
Okay, so nevermind. The paper was easy. I answered most of the questions. Panicked for no reason, but of course I'd do it again. I'm exhausted. Pretty sure i'm gonna get a headache soon. But I've got 6 gap days before the next exam, so maybe I could take today off.
@Winters12 Good luck!!!
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aw thank you 🥹 love the profile picture, by the way 🤍
I think today is a multiple breakdowns one after another kind of day
I feel horrible even saying this, but nothing awful happened to me but something still broke along the way. I don't know what it is or how to fix it. I feel guilty admitting this because people go through so much, and I feel like I'm pretending? Or weak.
Something's wrong with me. I keep crying. Didn't get much done today... just did cvs, endo, diabetes and a little of nutrition. I was supposed to get a lot more done today.
Forgot to update yesterday and today.
I did gi medicine, hepat, nutrition and rheumatology on Saturday. Got an awful stomachache that lasted for almost an hour, which made me afraid to eat for the rest of the day.
Switched to paper 2 stuff today... started the day with cns, then did hematology, and half of nephro.
Can't believe 4 days went by so quickly (granted, i wasted the first day)
Today was alright. Finished rs and the remaining nephro in the morning. Revised cvs, git and hepat in the evening, gonna force myself through nutrition before bedtime (and maybe a little more if I can).
Tried salted caramel popcorn and it was absolutely delicious. I had to lock it up in the cupboard to keep myself from finishing it all in one day.
Absolutely panicking once more. I feel blank, like I know absolutely nothing. And I keep forgetting stuff. Anyway...I did endo and rheumat in the morning, and all the small chapters after lunch. Went through cvs, git, hepat and nutrition once more before dinner, maybe endo once again after? I genuinely feel like nothing has entered my brain. At all.