Documenting exam season
Hi!
So I've decided to document my journey through finals. Hopefully the last set of exams I'll be giving in a while (if I manage to pass, and I really hope I do)
Just got more information on practicals. Too overwhelmed and overloaded at the moment. Don't think I can make it through this. The sheer volume of how much they expect us to know is terrifying.
Finished my first practical yesterday. It went alright. But I was so exhausted because it went on till around 4 pm and I was surviving on the few bites of food i had at around 6 30 am and no water. Only felt human enough to type right now.
@Winters12
Proud of you 🩷
I was wondering why I didn't have the energy to sit up straight for more than a few minutes, then realised that the quantity of food I've eaten the past three days is similar to the quantity of food a three year old might eat. Maybe even less. Anyway...another practical tomorrow.
Today was....I cant think of a word. Horrible? Horrendous? My mind completely blanked out while the multiple professors stared at me and I just... I dont know. I knew my case. But they asked everything outside of it. Mainly, obscure facts that...I dont even know. And I even blanked out on the stuff I did know. Almost cried right then and there. I really really hope I pass. But I doubt I will.
I failed in school this year
@unassumingSpring5379
I'm really sorry 🥺🫂 sending a million hugs, and I hope you're being kind to yourself (you're so much more than an exam or a grade)
@unassumingSpring5379
I'm really sorry 🥺🫂 sending a million hugs, and I hope you're being kind to yourself (you're so much more than an exam or a grade)
Hmm thnks
4 more practicals left...all in a week. And I can't even say one of them will be okay or easy or let myself relax a little bit for. Peds is the most terrifying one, with a department that positively itches to fail people. And I'm just so so scared. Maybe the fear would lessen a bit if I atleast knew a little bit that I might pass, but the unpredictability of it all is just...making me wonder if I should even show up.
Anyway... week 7 of final exams starts soon. I hope I end it well and can go home after that.
