I’m losing my mind…

Hello, my name is Ivi (they/them) and I’m a college student who is currently struggling to pay school fees to stay in school. I genuinely want to graduate and go to class like a normal student because I love learning new things and I want to be able to pursue a career in optometry. I’ve been crowdfunding and seeking advice since 2021 from administrators and other people online. I’ve written letters, which I may have to do again, and pleaded for help about my situation. I haven’t really received much help.

My school has be in $9K worth of debt and I’ve been trying to crowdfund at least $5K to be able to keep my dorm during the spring semester, especially since January is the winter. I jumped into s3x work (even though I hate it) to help pay my balance so that I could continue. I really just want to graduate and find a group of people who can support me if not financially, mentally and emotionally. I really want to be able to move into my first apartment soon after I graduate.