I'm lost ....

Hi everyone

So I'm 17 years old and yesterday was my first day at university , I actually didn't chose it , you can say it came to me , I will tell you everything from the beginning:

So I graduated from high school this June and I was super happy bc I got good score and I had a plan on continuing my studies at higher education but unfortunately I didn't pass any of it , I was super shocked and like not realizing what is happening with me I cried a lot I couldn't eat , because my last chance is public university that doesn't have opportunities in my country... this days i was thinking to continue my studies abroad but it is very hard for me specially I want to continue it in the US but it is very expensive and hard since I 'm gonna study one year after high school so they will consider me as a transfer moreover I have to pass" IELTS "wich I don't have enough time for it so now I'm stuck

I feel like all the doors are closed but I'm putting my trust on God

Plsss help me with advice, information, anything?and if there is someone there that had the same experience !!!!if there is anyone from the US or other country who is familiar with application in US universities/ financial aid/rules/documents