I feel like I’m going to slip up
OK I’m a recovering addict and recently got out of rehab and I am doing outpatient rehab right now. My depression PTSD anxiety, everything have been so extreme now that I’m feeling all of my emotions because I’m not getting high. I have a history of suicidal ideation and attempts. I’ve been so depressed especially today that I feel like going to get a bag of hard. I am recovering crack and meth addict, along with being an alcoholic.
I really don’t want to slip her butt I also kind of don’t care. And the worst part is I don’t care what happens to me.
Also that wasn’t supposed to say slip her butt oMg. Supposed to say I don’t want to slip up.
You got this don’t give up
It gives me mixed emotions reading this. A little sadness ,
empathy, wanting to help, but also a instant connection and understanding.
I myself am going through some bad depression and bad anxiety and some temporary disability. I have been doing an 8 ball every day just to try ti escape reality but it actually makes it worse. You already did the hardest thing which was to stop , i know you have the strength, will and mindset to overcome all of that
You got this! We do recover 💪🏻
@grimrhefer12
Just connecting. We need each other. I find some things on this website very helpful, however the addiction connection/section is a little to quiet. Suppose thats a good thing ey!
Let me know how things are going for you if you'd like
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@grimrhefer12 you got this, what you are going through is hard, just keep holding on and you will eventually get rid of your addiction, you are amazing and courageous for taking that step towards your recovery
So proud of you, fighting strong and being vulnerable
How are you holding up
