Struggling
I've been clean for a fair while now, I'm really struggling atm though. I managed to avoid ice for a fair while but now it's in my face.
I'm finding myself having bad thoughts again. One won't hurt the usual thought patterns that come before I end up relapsing.
I'm worried that I'm going to fall and if I do I might not be able to get up this time.
Last time I got clean I went through cold Turkey and it almost killed me.
@Confusedpear237
Do you have anyone around you who's a support system? Do you attend NA? Do you have a sponsor?
I don't want to see you relapse. I want to see you succeed. Please share anything we can do to help.
Thanks for sharing, my heart reaches out to you.
I feel what you feel
Hold on.
You can do this.
When cut you bleed but stitches will keep you together long enough
I feel your pain and know your struggle, it is a battle no one can ever understand but your life depends on you fighting.....overcoming...youve got this. If you do not believe in yourself, no one else will and you must not loose yourself in the evil it becomes