me alone is nothing
i cannot go a single day without weed now its what i relay on to keep me just still in the moment happy no thought of the future or past just my own world getting stonned everyday and im not looking for pitty cuz yea i know its lazy and i could be doing so many great other things with my great performance at school
the way i see it is before i used it i was someone i had goals fears intrests my mind was moving now half of my thoughts are ethier weed or ending it so think ive done pretty *** in this run haha
@nobodysfavourite
It is sadly the weed making you feel like your life is not worth anything.
But one day at a time if you managed to get to get off it, you would totally see just how fun and worth it life could be
Nice to meet you by the way.
On a sidenote love your profile pic, digital circus is one of my favourites 💜💕
@nobodysfavourite I used to use weed as a coping mechanism, alcohol to numb the pain. I was filling a hole in my heart. I didn't know how to cope with my anxiety and depression at the time. Cigarettes eventually made me so shaky I couldn't stand it anymore. Eventually I was able to taper off of everything gradually. With diet, exercise, prayer, meditation. I was able to become sober, totally straightedge. over 3 years later By the grace of God I am going strong.
@nobodysfavouriteIt sounds like you’re really struggling and using weed to escape painful thoughts and pressure. You’re aware of how it’s affecting you, and that self-awareness is a powerful first step. You don’t deserve pity — you deserve support and a chance to heal. You’re not alone in this, and things can get better one small step at a time.
