Just a rant
I’m exhausted…. Slowly cutting out some people. Feel awful for letting things get, to far with someone I didn’t know too well. But things, just got carried away. Before this, I barely had much interactions with guys, aside from platonic settings. I know, we are to be pure. And this was prior, to me being convicted by the Holy Spirit and coming to faith. But, I need balance. I want to date, but can’t get out of my head, how far to go and not. I’m too scared, I’m too withdrawn. Easily convinced to go farther. Even, when I may regret it later on. What should I wear? I’ve been dressing more modestly and feel not only more comfortable. But, i get scared if I can’t stick to it, does it also mean I can’t too concerned with fashion. I’ve always loved fashion, styling an outfit. Looking at books, and prints. Am I too worldly? Where’s the limit? Sorry it’s more of a rant. But I like, to make these from time to time. My faith has brought me much clarity. But it’s good, to come across like minded people, whom can understand.
Just to add. Not to judge but both David and Solomon, had multiple wives and indiscretions. They both are too outstanding men and kings, whom I hope to meet one day, you no where 😅. I look at this a young woman. It’s hard, to deal with judgement in and outside of the church. Well and or imposed rules. Some individuals, outside of the lord, may seek from you what is pure. And mock you, till you stumble. Meanwhile, others watch you like a hawk, feigning concern. But seek, judgement to impose on others.
I’d read read this book. I might help.
Ben Stuart. Single Dating Engaged Married. It’s on Amazon
Thanks 🙏🏼 have a blessed Sunday ☺️
