Lord Stay with me

Don’t know what else to do. My eyes don’t only hurt, my joints too. Migraines are too familiar to me. And more lately I've been zoning out and plagued by stressful and often unpleasant memories. Don't know what else to do, I just saw a video where I was o zoned out. But what can, I do I'm exhausted! Can barely stay awake still. Found a church but get annoyed by the overbearing nature of certain members. Don't want to cause a scene, but refuse to be mistreated by having my boundaries overstepped. What can I do? Hmm 27 years old and at times I fear I'm losing my mind. Maybe I have this disease. Fortunately, the lord has presvered and continues to guard my well-being for I know have not completely lost it nor will. He is with us to the end