Depressed traumatized and disappointed
So when I was younger I did some gay activities I didn’t like it then it made me feel weird I get flashbacks to this day it plays over and over in my head I don’t like it it’s making me wonder if I’m gay I’m disappointed and traumatized from the events I have a gf I love our relationship but I can’t enjoy it without that shii juss spinning I’m my head I need help i juss wanna stop thinking about them events n enjoy life
@lightOrange9945 I am sorry you have conflicts in your heart and head. Have you tried reaching out to a listener where you can speak one on one in more detail? Here is the free link https://www.7cups.com/BrowseListeners/
Sorry to hear that you feel this way about your past. We all have a past and sometimes it does make us feel but you are not a bad person, you are loved unconditionally and you can live your life with peace of mind and joy. Keep your head up high.
I think you should pray about it.
If religious pray, if not meditate
