Desling with the in between

Deep Exhales..

Deep Exhales.. dealing with the in between of healing from a two month mind cluck of a job who was not paying us for hard bodywork labor.

It truly hurt my whole being cuz I was sold on a scam/exploited for my talent time and energy 😖😖

I made enough to pay my bills and take care of myself yet it came with a heaping amount of stress, confusion, miscommunication, and toxic energy.

My mindset had to flip again and go over my plan to keep me healthy including taking care of my daughter properly.

I am feeling it more since my family thinks I may not be working hard enough.

All perception of how they see me, whichbmay look like stillness… I move diff for my own peace of mind. I am still applying for jobs I have never stopped since jan 2025. Even with my gigs in between I have never stopped posting my yoga content, pouring into healing myself and child. They may not fully see me yet I know I am working hard my whole being is working to stay in a positive mindset and not sink into a depressy mood even if I it does come up for a day which was yesterday. 😕 It was a heavy day going thru the motions.

I feel better today just praying for divine connection with my next job, so I regain my focus on adulting/ goals.

This is feeling is not fun at all