Feeling Weighed Down?

Traumatic experiences and the extreme fear of the future that's consuming me at this point.
@AshleyNFlewellenLPC the pressure to build an online business so I can work remotely. I really want to have the business up and running, but to do that requires some work that I've been procrastinating.
@AshleyNFlewellenLPC
Having my member account deactivated has been weighing heavily on me. I've spent the last two days barely sleeping, constantly thinking about what happened and waiting for answers. I feel like a walking zombie, exhausted and stuck in uncertainty, not knowing how this will end or whether I'll get my account back. I wish I could finally put down the stress and fear that come with being misunderstood.
I wish I could trust more
@AshleyNFlewellenLPC
The feeling of being responsible to do what my parent expects me to do (because it’s a social norm) and feeling guilty for trying to set boundaries. I’m stuck.
🖤 I hear you 🖤 it's difficult. But it's okay to set physical, energetic, and emotional limits. 🖤
honestly, right now it’s definitely all the stress and anxiety from university exams and deadlines. I just wish I could completely switch off my brain for a few days and feel light again.
Fear of trying too hard or not hard enough.
@AshleyNFlewellenLPC the death of my chickens,dog, and most importantly grandfather
All of my amimals deaths and my granfather well the greif from their death
Sorry i thought the first one didnt go through