My parents "love" towards me is all fake
"I love you" no tf you don't, stop lying and admit it. No amount of Christmas gifts or roof over my head can prove that, there's kids with food on the table, a roof over their head and have everything they wanted and their parents still don't love them, what makes my parents so different?? They can take my brother to the damn doctor but won't even bother getting me a therapist, it's like everyone forgot about my depressed note 2 months ago and just moved on, like feelings of worthlessness and self hatred only lasts for a month, and when I show signs of them, they get *** off and my dad literally tells me to get over it, *** them
@Yurnuthere
Pure love cannot be bought with any material things it needs to come from the heart.
I can only imagine how hurtful it must be for you doubting your parent's love and seeing that your brother is cared for whilst you're in a downward spiral and really need their help and understanding.
Depression is tough - so sorry that you're going through this. I hope you find the support you need here and learn coping strategies to help you deal with your depression and get better. It helps many people to talk about their feelings. You can connect to a listener here. Please check that "Listens toTeens & Over 18" is stated in the listener profile.