Coping for 10 years following a covert narcissistic abusive "Friendship"

Hi:

* I am going to post here since 7Cups does not have a set of forums and paths for narcissistic abuse survivors*

For the past 10 years, I have been struggling to heal for a covert narcissistic abusive friendship, which was fake.   While the friendship was pretty draining and stressful, it what she pulled on me when she disposed of me.  Since then, I have felt a lot of anger and hurt towards her because she really deceived me. 

Following, I went through three counselors, and two of them were not super supportive of me.  This is where they would not let me talk about it.   However, I finally found someone with more experience as she has really helped me talk through it.   

I have also learned to live without her in my life and it's fine because it means that I am not super stressed out all the time.