Traumatic Experiences Community Daily Check-In Sunday June 10th 2018
Hej ALL, sorry for na late posting. Well, I didn't get outside this morning as I normally would, but I have managed to create a new window where food comes from for the chickens. It's been tough rounding them up and getting them to settle on the new property, but I saw a few out my new bedroom window so I been throwing some bread out there. For the last two days chickens have been gathering outside our bedroom window awaiting breakkie lol. It's not as mysterious to them as the last one as we are on the first floor now and they can easilly see us. Before it was like food falling from the skies! lol Life can be fun in the smallest of ways. 
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Hi Raven
I am moving back to my parents house tomorrow and I am scared. My partner left yesterday and the flat feels so empty and lonely without him. I still have to finish packing and cleaning so that gives me something to do but I really need a hug. I am so scared to go home.
@FloweringBunny Hugs Bunny try to have no fears hon
I've been having a good day. I haven't had any flashbacks and no nightmares bothered me last night. Hardly anything has triggered me either!
@JaysonGabe That's awesome to hear hon, keep it up :)
How do you turn your brain off
How do you find some peace
How do you stop the reminders
How do you make the thoughts cease
How do you turn the years back
How do you put it all right
How do you care for that child
How do you settle her fright
How could I leave her with no-one
And blank out the noise when she cried
And leave her in fear and hurting
And abandon her dying inside?
@BestIcanbe Hugs Best
My mom is in the hospital with hernia issues and they are not sure if they can operate. I'm worried.
@Rebekahwriter13 try to not worry Rebekh, Hurnias hurt and though they can cause some complications here and there, arent too bed. They can heal themselves. Then again I have been living with mein for about 5 years.
M sure yer mum will be ok hon, have some faith
@Raveninthelabrynth
She has a small intestine bale obstruction on one out of her four hernias. However she has so much scar tissue and mesh from previous surgeries, no doctors want to do surgery to correct it.
Im keep busy so I try not to think about it much.
@Rebekahwriter13 Hugs hon, that's rough
@Raveninthelabrynth
They are sending her home even with the obstruction.
@Rebekahwriter13 Hugs hon, I hope it does get better. Try to keep hope in your heart
Have you ever found yourself overwhelmed by how bad a situation has gotten, but you dont even know how it got that bad to begin with? Questioning things like How did I end up in this position? or How did things get so messy?
Well, I did a lot of cleaning this weekend...and I have no idea how my apartment got as bad as it did. But it was bad. Really bad. Realistically it still is bad, but its getting better. Heres the thing...stuff happens so slowly sometimes that you dont even realize it. I had gotten so used to just tossing my clothes at the end of my bed when I changed into my pajamas, that I hadnt even realized just how much bed Id covered!! I got so used to sleeping curled up because that was all the space I had, but theres practically a whole mattress that I was missing out on! It happened so gradually that I didnt even notice. I lost a tiny bit of my bed at a time, so it was nearly indistinguishable day to day. Now I have my bed back and its incredible to me just how big it really is. I think a lot of things happen like that. It starts off small and just gradually builds until you find yourself wondering how you let it get so bad. But thats not what happened. You didnt let anything get bad. It was tiny changes day to day that ultimately came together into this one big change or mess or whatever. Anyway, thats my thoughts for today. As I lie here in my bed thats nearly twice the size it was two days ago.
@BeeLeigh
I do that too! My bed is always full with clothes. When I fold them all away or wash them it feels so good to have a big bed. For 2 days max and that it starts all over again.
I can't seem to find the discipline to keep tidying my cloths.
The struggle is real! 😁
@MaschaV
I really believe that if I can just get my apartment to the point of actually being cleaned and organized, that I
@BeeLeigh
You aren't the only one!!
My house is in a mess too!!!!😕😕😥😥😦😦!!
That's how I feel about this!!
I have to learn organization on something's
because my parents never taught me hardly anything!! 😭😭😭😭!!!
My house is a little bit organize!!
@BeeLeigh
That sounds promissing then. Keep up the good work!
I am not depressed but laundry is something very traumatic for me. I cannot seem to get over it even though I now there is nothing difficult or scary about it.
The rest of the house is reasonable. I always think it looks horrible but nobody shares my opinion. But cleaning has never been anything fun or relaxing for me.
@BeeLeigh my desk, a paper mess, my bed, a pillows and blankets mess, my closet, a mess of unfolded clothes, my room, a huge mess.