Traumatic Experiences Community Daily Check-in: Monday December 24th

Happy Monday Trauma Community!
Just a quick and simple check-in today.
- What is something you are grateful for?
- How are you feeling today on a scale of 1-10 or a color?
- Share what you need right now.

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@Kate
Hi
Grateful for my mom and being alive
Feel like a 6 or 5.99 out of 10
I don't really need anything but I want to not go watch my sister bc I am tired and looking good is a process especially out where we know ppl but she can't be left alone bc she is still a danger to herself
We wouldn't even have to do this if she didn't procrastinate so much
I know I sound really mean ofc I will watch out for her but it's been so long of this
@Kate
I am grateful for all of you.
Today is this color

I could use some hugs or just to not be alone .
@practicalIdeal2007 sending a hug and will sit with you if ok as I don
@crimsonLime6525
id love to sit with both of you if thats ok.
@practicalIdeal2007
Sending hugs. May I sit with you all? I don't want to be alone either.
@RedHawk6547
Yes please come sit with us
@RedHawk6547
Yes of course you can. I am glad to have you sit with us.
@practicalIdeal2007
Sending safe hugs
@practicalIdeal2007 a little late but *hugs*
@Kate
I'm grateful for my family. I guess I'm a five because it's Christmas Eve which makes me happy, but I'm sick which isn't fun. Right now all I really need is some sleep because I haven't slept well the past few nights.
@CranberryPineapples
Not being able to sleep is miserable. I hope you start sleeping better soon!
@Kate
Grateful for my children & fuzzy blankets.
Feeling ok but fragile, like I'm just holding it together.
I would benefit from time to myself & some extra sleep, but that will have to wait.
Im grateful i found such a warm community at 7cups in the last couple of weeks.
Im feeling about a 7 today after a couple of rough days.
I could use a hug right now.
@crimsonSpruce612
Sending you hugs.
@RedHawk6547
thanks
hugs back to you.
@crimsonSpruce612
Sending more safe hugs
@pioneeringBanana1598
thank you 
@Kate
I am grateful for my daughter. She is off to spend the evening with her dad. I'm a five right now.
I am grateful that now there are good moments in my life.
I dont know what number I am. I was online chatting with a crisis counselor. You know, pouring my heart and soul, dealing with new memories of old stuff. I think they mustve misunderstood something I said. I was just thanking them for listening but I think they took that to mean I was done because then they hung up on me. And I had to wait at least an hour to get to talk to someone so now it is too late in the evening for me to wait another hour or two and then get to talk to someone. So frustrating! But I was talking to someone so I felt safe to express my feelings and bought all the stuff up and now I Have lost my safe person to talk to you and help you through this stuff. Im on my own again. Im Actually really upset that they hung up on me. Im sure it was an accident or misunderstanding, but you should probably make sure someone is done talking before you in the chat with them! Particularly when youre on a crisis helpline!
@pioneeringBanana1598 Not sure what to say but *hugs* and maybe try getting hold of them again
@AmalieAnne
Thank you