Abused by a family member.
My name is vicki when I was youngI was abused by a family member. It only happened a few times before I realised what was happening wasn'tquite normal. I spoke up to someone and it stopped but it was also brushed aside as if it never happened and life carried on I met my future husband who I told 7 years after meeting we worked through it and life carried on with emotions, thoughts and feelings in check. Until six years later with our2nd daughter arriving nearly 6 wks early. I was emotional, sleep deprived and hormonal and then it all came flooding back! That was 5 months ago andhere I am...
Sorry @VickiC for such a late reply. I hope you have worked on some of the issues you mentioned. Memories are locked up and stored when they are too painful, they never disappear but if you can process them and let them go , they would not hurt you much. The abuse was not your fault. You did no wrong. Believe in yourself.