Domestic Violence
I'm physically and sexually abused when I was child. I used to pray that my mom may died because of her torture. And she died while I was 13th. And I left home at my 17th, extremly physical tortured by my father and brother. I coyldn't stand up for two days however I escaoed somehow. Now, I'm 30 and this corona made me to come back to my family again. And I'm frequently having panick attract offen. I feel so depressed and sad deep down. I don't know what should i do sometimes. My love relationship never sustained and I can't trust anybody. What should I do? I want a happy life where even only one person will love me or care me.
@TorturedFlower- So sorry to hear of your life experiences. You deserve a happy life with love and acceptance. Hopefully you have resources where you live that offer counselling to deal with the effects of physical and sexual abuse. Most cities have these available as needed. Best of life for you.
Hi! Thank you for your kind words. I'm from Bangladesh and the therapy culture isn’t popular here. There’s few therapy centers but those are highly costly and out of my reach. Beside, I'm 30 now and unemployed and afraid of judgement. Trying to apply abroad for pursuing a higher education... But I often couldn’t sleep, can't trust anybody and having anxiety attack frequently. Is there anything that is online, free or I can self help myself for recover my trauma? Also I joined this app yesterday and no idea how I can use this.
Experiencing a difficult day today. My husband, for the first time, was physically aggressive. I’m not sure why it happened, possibly work-related stress. We have two kids, a 7-year-old boy, and an 18-month-old girl who witnessed it. Feeling lost and unsure about the next steps. Has anyone else gone through something similar or have advice on how to cope?
Should I give him another chance? I love him so much and he is an amazing husband, i mean guy. We didn't have any sexual things for 6months and we both are happy. Idk I feel something is wrong
