Hello

This Christmas I am free from my abuser.

He doesnt know where I am living.

He cant physically/sexually hurt me.

He is blocked from all social media sites and he doesnt have my phone number so he cant hurt me emotionally

He no longer has access to my bank account and my disability money.

I am not free from the memories or the trauma that he put me through.

I live in supported accommodation. I am trying to be okay and get through this day but really the only think I can think about is suicide.

I know I am lucky that I managed to escape.

I feel bad for people still in abusive situations that cant escape right now.

The only thing I ever wanted to do in life was to help others.

And on top of all this my sister is not speaking to me.