Idk.

I'm in a relationship. A serious one with my first love. And my mother is emotionally abusive, and doesn't like my boyfriend for some reason. He and I went through a rough patch, and my mom accused him of stealing from her to turn me against him, this worked for a while, but one my boyfriend and I started talking again, I refuse to believe that because my mother would definitely sue to get that money back, and I asked to see the proof, and she wouldn't show me. I moved in with my grandmother, but she doesn't have custody of me, and she is too scared to go against my mom and get it. My father has it too, but he might move to my hometown again so I could live with him. I am battling a severe depression because I don't know what to do, I need to see my boyfriend, he is my happiness and he makes me feel sane. I can't sneak out and see him (if I were to) because my grandmother lives very far from him, and she won't let me take see him either because she doesn't want to go against my mom, once again. I just don't know what to do, if anyone would like to message me more about my moms emotional abuse, I would be alright on opening up about it.