I don’t know what to do
No one believes me. I finally sucked it up and told my mom, but she just told 6 other people because it was ‘stressful for her too’.
Maybe everyone’s right, and this is all just some big Freudian amalgamation of some weird psychological disorder, but regardless, I’m really scared. Now I gave someone a name, and I don’t know why I keep crossing the line when it never does anything for me. Every one step I take, the next person takes 5 more, and I’m just praying it doesn’t go in his direction. I don’t like imagining what he’d do to me if he found out.
Can’t figure out how to edit or delete a thread so I’m just continuing it here (sorry for the lack of a tw). I just wish someone would take me seriously. Maybe I made it all up, but it never leaves me. I keep trying and trying to get some help but I just push myself farther and farther away from it. What am I supposed to do here? What can I do here? I’ve tried so hard to do this on my own, but I just can’t anymore
