I think I'm abused but everyone thinks I'm Insane
My father abused me in many ways when I was younger.... now it's like hes not even here... My mother is always yelling and screaming and putting me down and calling me names....I hate my life....I have server depression and anxiety disorder... im a self harmer...etc...I just want to end my life.... but I keep the lie in My head that ill be happy one day... but I know I'm not...iv lost all hope all I wanna do is cry I dont know what to do anymore...
My moms ex husband used to be abusive towards me and my mother. My mother used to be so scared of him and was blind to the point where she never believed me when I told her about him sexually abusing me. That brought on huge pain and distance from me and my mother we were really close once she believed me and took action it took a lot of forgiveness to love her again one thing I learned is you got to focus on you and learn to love yourself and know there are people that care. I understand your pain and am always hear if you need to talk.
It took me a while for me to reach out and get help but overall I believe I can do this for myself