When my mom.had seizures

I was.almost.relieved .. It would give me a.good 2 hours peace she would drop down roll around on the floor and finally stop and fall asleep. . I never called 911 I knew I would be in trouble but it was so good to have those moments of peace and solitude so good to be myself for a few hours . I never felt guilty or afraid it was just a normal occurrence throughout my childhood .