Ashamed, apologetic, alone but not alone.
I am sorry for only being concerned with my own experiences, and ashamed for continuing to be trapped in my own thoughts and failures.
Too many other people here have a chance at positive futures, my time has passed for that but yet I still am trapped in my own pit of despair and misery. Losing my mental capabilities yet being forced to relive a mashup of very bad experiences in my life.
I should be able to push my issues aside snd be supportive of others but I can’t. I’m no better than anyone else, in fact I am on the low end of the scale.
I’m constantly in a state of being so alone and isolated even though there are those here that have stated that I could reach out to them if needed. I know I am not alone here but in my mind I am chained to my burdens.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami I think we humans have a limited capacity (especially when we are dealing with really hard problems) and can’t help but be more self-oriented than other oriented. Glad you posted as I’ve been thinking of you.
@Iamwhoiamwhoami.
Hey buddy, I don't know whats making you feel miserable at the moment. But I do understand how it feels to be burdened. To realise that we need help and yet not being capable to make ourselves reach out for any assistant. It's sucks. To crave, to feel anything else than what we are going through. That's a feeling I know all to well. I am not a brilliant therapist buddy neither the best listener available here at cups. However if you ever need to share your emotions or anything, please be aware that I will be eager to talk to you. None of us here may solve or take your problems to a better spot. But we can help eachother to exsist in the middle of our mess a bit more comfortably