Child SA?

I think I may have been abused as a child & am blocking it out. 

I saw a post talking about how kids don’t just start doing sexual things on their own..that sexual behavior at a young age is always concerning & now I’m kinda freaked out. 

As long as I can remember I’ve had an “obsession?” with sex & sexual things. I can remember at daycare age my mom having to stop me from playing with myself in public, a little older getting in trouble for looking at my parents karma sutra books, and I was maybe 10 when I got caught watching porn on our family computer for the first time..these are just some things I can recall as an example. 

I now have 3 kids of my own, 2 are school age. We have NEVER had an incident that felt/seemed sexual..no touching, inappropriate convos, nothing. 

So I’ve been reaaaally in my head wondering if something happened to me..and I don’t know what I’m looking for from posting this, I just needed to get it off my chest somewhere