Hello everyone!
I am 18
Im not sure if i this is considered trauma but at least i need to try talk this things about
I ve had a rough childhood in school and in my home my mom always had high expectatives about me because when i was a kid i had good grades in preschool but things happened and i got bullying, bullying that lasted until almost my last year of school and i cant stop thinking about what all that *** did to me in school (bullies) also my mom didnt help at all she never tried to at least hear me just to tell me to believe in god, my problem here is i cant forget all this is still vivid in my mind even if i try to forget thats almost the only thing i can remember about my past, how they kicked me, almost killed me, how my mom told me i was useless and all my problems were because i was far of god and fault of my cellphone (im addicted because playing make me forgot all this) i cant forget i just cant and i cant get therapy too i dont even havr enough money to afford one so im here too see if this is a trauma....
@BeepolarZ
Hi there, Bee. I am so sorry that you have experienced bullying and the trust God syndrome that we parents often refer to.. Trauma is defined on a personal level. If you felt traumatized by what took place, then you have trauma. I am sorry that you can not get a therapist. Some states have free Mental Health counselors, so that may be something to check into.
You have chosen a good place here at 7cups. I am WorkingitThrough2, and I am one of the Forum Supporters in the Trauma community. I wish to extend my personal welcome.. You are free to roam the site, find a forum group that interests you, and add yourself to that group's tag list, and they will send you new notifications daily to participate in. We are here to support you to the best of our ability. If you need more help you can post to this same thread and I will get back to you❤️
Hey thank you so much and the welcome :)
@BeepolarZ hugs you tightly ❤ bullying is a terrible thing to go through, but happens to do many😞 I'm sorry sweetie 😢 and yep! I think that counts as trauma. I hope you get the support you need and deserve here ❤❤ huggs you again
Aww thanks for the sweet words i feel a little better now :')
@BeepolarZ
I am glad you feel some better❤️
@BeepolarZ
Hi BeepolarZ So sorry to hear about your childhood. Yes i would like it classes as trauma, anything in life which causes us stress and pain. Not only does it pain in our bodies but mostly, in your mind or memories, that sometimes last for a long time, or never go's away. Thankfully you are over that now. But please do not think any of this was your fault. Your mum had high hopes for you, sometimes they do not see the pain. for what ever reason, and i guess religion and god are important to some people. If you ever need to talk. drop me a line