I need help
Hello I am 16 years old female. I am actually struggling from trauma about my childhood. I born in religious Muslim family and I grew up at house no school no friends i was not able togo school or make friends as a kid . watching princess cartoon was a bad thing to do . wearing short princess dress is a shame . Listening to music is a sin . No drawing . No dancing I was forced to watch Iraq war videos and see the victims and wear hijab when I turned 9 years old I was afraid to die or to live I remember that my dad used to hit me alot when I say no . One time he put his leg on my head and he stand up on me. and one time my mum show up a knife to me and screaming to me when I was 12 years old. Now I am studying I took off my hijab after my dad passed out but on feel like blaming myself because I did a thing i don't believe in just to make my parents happy and to survive the abuse
@Zolla Hello💗 Honestly, if it hurts even reading about all the horrible things you had to go through, I can't even imagine how it is to go thought all that at such young age. You are incredibly strong.
I am really proud of you for choosing your own path and beliefs.
I am not a professional, just a 15 year old girl, but I would love to listen to you and help you with anything I can
Thanks
@Zolla My heart aches for you. I'm so sorry for everything you're going through. It's understandable that you feel the way you do, you had a childhood of abuse and trauma.
Thanks for asking about me . But my biggest danger has died ( my dad ) I am safe this days and thanks again for your advice
@Zolla I'm really glad you're safe now! 💙
@Zolla I'm sorry for what happened, speaking from a common background they don't have the right to make their life destiny dependent on a kid they decided to bring to life knowing it's a completely different human than whom they are, understanding your emotions and accepting them doesn't necessarily make it obligatory to act on them for their sake, to be fair if we held this concept as a mandatory principle it's them who should feel shame and guilt for reacting this way to what makes you happy
Thank you
@Zolla Ahlan Zolla. I am sorry they treated you like that. I am happy to listen to you if you want to chat about your childhood. I am sorry they misrepresented the Islam and didn't treat you as they should have. I want you to know that Allah is the merciful and that Islam is wonderful and completely different from the injustice you experienced before. You are not alone. I am here with you. Allah is with you 🩷🤍
Thank you very much
