I want to not be afraid
Am I the weakling who wouldn't fight the war, the idiot that did nothing, the dumb uneducated one, the loser who can't always control my emotions 🙁 I'm free from the cage and pain but my mind will never be free now😥 I need to learn to control my emotions to understand this mess I'm in🙁 I'm remembering bits I blocked out and it's terrifying. I just don't want to be lost in all this right now 🙁
@Tinywhisper11
“Am I the weakling who wouldn't fight the war, the idiot that did nothing, the dumb uneducated one, the loser who can't always control my emotions 🙁”
Oh of course not! Not at all! Not you! You are nowhere near to being close to being any of these things. You are the complete opposite. You are very strong, not weak, not a weakling. You’re very sweet and very kind, not an idiot. You are very smart and educated, not a dumb uneducated one. You are a winner, not a loser. You have already proven all of this to everyone here always and to your own self over and over again. Please know that.
“I'm free from the cage and pain but my mind will never be free now😥”
I’m happy you’re free and out of the cage. Your mind will most definitely be free. When that is will be up to you only bc only you can free your own mind. The earlier you work on it and the more effort you put into it the earlier your mind is free.
“I need to learn to control my emotions to understand this mess I'm in🙁”
This is something a really good and experienced therapist, especially one that is experienced in this specific area, can help you with doing. Having self conversations and telling yourself this can help you too.
”I'm remembering bits I blocked out and it's terrifying. I just don't want to be lost in all this right now 🙁”
Then please do whatever you need to do to prevent yourself from being lost right now. I know it is very difficult and frustrating so I’m here to help and support you endlessly. Everyone here is. Many have already shown that as you already know. We love you sweet beautiful Tiny ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ You can and will get through this. It is just a mind storm and like all storms no matter what type they are all temporary and eventually pass and go away. Once it’s gone please do whatever you can to keep it gone ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@akunknown thank you I'm seeing my psychologist today, she's very nice 💖oh no wait🤔 it's not today, I don't even know what day it is. But yes this shall pass🙂 hopefully soon 💖 thanks sweetie 💖 I love you
@Tinywhisper11
I’m so happy you’re seeing a psychologist. That is a very strong step forward in healing and recovering from this which further more proves how strong you are. I love you too ❤️
@akunknown 💖🙂💖
@Tinywhisper11 you didn't put yourself in this mess you find yourself in, it was forced and inflicted on you by horrible people. You are not stupid or weak at all. You suffered something horrendous and I cannot find the words to tell you how it breaks my heart that anyone could inflict such pain in someone 🥺 I don't know how you got through it, you are a warrior and one of the most sincerest people I have ever met and I love you more than words can express and I'm here for you, through it all 💜💕
@Amanda84 thankyou 💖 I'm trying very hard to be ok 💖 I love you 💗
@Tinywhisper11 you don't need to be ok, you just need to be honest with your feelings and being what you need to be 💜