My crying

I will probably never be able to talk about this in person with anybody but it does hurt I went through a medical emergency in the hospital and it traumatized me probably for life it hurts a lot I almost have seizure because the wrong doctor gave me the wrong type of medicine I remember the coughing and starting to cry on that bed and then screaming no one knows what's wrong with me a bunch of doctors just rushed in grab me and pulled me towards the bed I remember all of it it went so fast that scares me to this day and even just thinking about it makes me cry my parents talk about it like oh my God I can't believe these people my parents talk about it like it was normal for me it was the scariest thing in my entire life I can't even talk about it that's the fact that I have to text it none of my friends know I haven't even told my best friend in the pool story I can just remember this screaming over and over again and it was traumatizing and it's still traumatizing to this day