TW SA

I do not know where this should be.

When I was a child and a teenager, I was sexually abused by two different people. My parents seem to think that it is ok to bring up my past in front of me and behind my back when they do not realize that I can hear them. It really bothers me that they seem not to think that I am having a hard time with the memories and have flashbacks when I know that they talk about my past without me. It is even harder on the day of and a couple of days after I meet with my therapist, as I am already in a raw state of mind from talking about it with them. My parents do see what is wrong with me after they bring up the subject of the past, particularly the subject of sexual abuse. So right now, I need to vent to people who might be able to give me some guidance or support for this. Thank you for taking the time to read and help someone out.