TW The Trap Was intriguing to me and exciting as a child
As a child at the age of five my mom was trapped by a babysitter's husband during her divorce to my dad at the babysitter's house she showed up unannounced to try to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband stood against the front door preventing her from taking my brother and I have the front door she escaped with us to her Vega her blue two door Vega where she put my brother and I in the back seat of the car after she had us in the backseat of the car my mom and the babysitter's husband began to skip around her car and when she was skipping I heard her say dinky dinky this is stinky let me go she kept on saying that for about 5 until they got into the car and got into a fight the babysitter's husband threatened to break up my mom's arms if she did not get her car keys to him and my mom told him not to fart in her car and got out and started skipping around the car again until my dad showed up I gained a hero and role model that day because my mom wasn't supposed to be there and I used to play with the babysitters kids her son and her daughter the babysitter's husband will always be my hero and role model I have ended up practicing all the moves by standing against the door and skipping around my own car I practice because I have hatred toward my mom still to this day I see a therapist because of this situation
I did a demonstration for my new therapist yesterday I have two different therapists I did a ritual for telehealth and explained everything that was going on to my therapist that I do during my ritual
In life I think I aligned with the babysitter's husband I have OCD or at least that's what my therapist says I saw my therapist yesterday and because of my practices she thinks that I have OCD
I really enjoy both of my therapist and in able to really talk to them about the past
I really enjoy both of my therapist and in able to really talk to them about the past
It was the late '70s when everything happened so the babysitter's husband is able to get away with everything My dad had a good lawyer which he talked to ahead of time he had the better job and back then you had to use a dial phone
It was the late '70s when everything happened so the babysitter's husband is able to get away with everything My dad had a good lawyer which he talked to ahead of time he had the better job and back then you had to use a dial phone
I go see my therapist this week I still have hard feelings toward my mom
I go see my therapist this week I still have hard feelings toward my mom
I go see my therapist this week I still have hard feelings toward my mom
Well I get to see my two therapist this week it's nice to have two therapists because both of them have difference type of specialties One of them though is done at the beginning of May because she is graduating from college but she has been offered a job at the clinic that I go to see her at so she asked me when she returns after she gets her license which might take a few months if I still wanted to be a client of hers and I told her yes so that would be nice
