TW The Trap Was intriguing to me and exciting as a child
As a child at the age of five my mom was trapped by a babysitter's husband during her divorce to my dad at the babysitter's house she showed up unannounced to try to kidnap my brother and I from the babysitter's house so the babysitter's husband stood against the front door preventing her from taking my brother and I have the front door she escaped with us to her Vega her blue two door Vega where she put my brother and I in the back seat of the car after she had us in the backseat of the car my mom and the babysitter's husband began to skip around her car and when she was skipping I heard her say dinky dinky this is stinky let me go she kept on saying that for about 5 until they got into the car and got into a fight the babysitter's husband threatened to break up my mom's arms if she did not get her car keys to him and my mom told him not to fart in her car and got out and started skipping around the car again until my dad showed up I gained a hero and role model that day because my mom wasn't supposed to be there and I used to play with the babysitters kids her son and her daughter the babysitter's husband will always be my hero and role model I have ended up practicing all the moves by standing against the door and skipping around my own car I practice because I have hatred toward my mom still to this day I see a therapist because of this situation
Today is a dinky dink day I get to go see my one therapist that I like I like both of my therapist
Today is a dinky dink day I get to go see my one therapist that I like I like both of my therapist
So I told my therapist yesterday that I will never be able to forgive my mom because she shouldn't have taken me around the corner after she was confronted by the babysitter and her husband about being too late or too early to pick up her children and the one son and the babysitter's children and the babysitter and the babysitter's husband went inside the house while Mom took me the four four or five-year-old child around the corner and asked if she should go back into the house so she deserved to be trapped when she went back inside She should have just gone inside but she was young naive
So I told my therapist yesterday that I will never be able to forgive my mom because she shouldn't have taken me around the corner after she was confronted by the babysitter and her husband about being too late or too early to pick up her children and the one son and the babysitter's children and the babysitter and the babysitter's husband went inside the house while Mom took me the four four or five-year-old child around the corner and asked if she should go back into the house so she deserved to be trapped when she went back inside She should have just gone inside but she was young naive
As I have been talking to my therapist I have two different sides of me I had the Jason barbaric side which sides with the babysitter's husband and then I have my Jennifer side warm comforting I dress and dresses during my session did Jennifer side wants to confront mom but in a peaceful way the Jason side would do it barbarically That's the problem I think I want to be more of the Jennifer side anyways I go to see my therapist on Friday one of them and I'm going to be wearing a dress and walking to the bookstore with her
I have one more session with my therapist it's kind of sad she's going to get her New York State license she has to wait for that to be able to practice in the practice that she sees me at until then I have to wait but it's sad because I've been making a lot of progress I've been able to open up to her
My therapy session yesterday was a great therapy session I wore my female cheerleaders uniform to the therapy session and had scenarios that my mom put me through as a four or five-year-old child and for the last session for a little while my therapist felt angry for me because of the things that my mom put me through when she was trapped by the babysitter's husband so it was good knowing that my therapist felt bad for me
My therapy session yesterday was a great therapy session I wore my female cheerleaders uniform to the therapy session and had scenarios that my mom put me through as a four or five-year-old child and for the last session for a little while my therapist felt angry for me because of the things that my mom put me through when she was trapped by the babysitter's husband so it was good knowing that my therapist felt bad for me
I look forward to when my therapist gets her license and comes back to the clinic so that we can possibly invite my mom so I can confront her and then give her a skip agreement for a park and skip around her car it will be a friendly woman to woman event
I look forward to when my therapist gets her license and comes back to the clinic so that we can possibly invite my mom so I can confront her and then give her a skip agreement for a park and skip around her car it will be a friendly woman to woman event