Tired of being in my brain

Struggling with depression, ptsd and executive dysfunction, i struggle to keep everything in order, and my partner just insists on treating me like I’m just lazy and saying im not putting the energy or time into doing any of these things but it feels like all of the time and energy I do have to spare outside of work and trying to get back into school goes to keeping the house half *** in order and surviving. Bummed and at a loss. Sometimes are best is still not enough and that’s just really blegh.