my story

trigger warning for online sexual harassment, stalking, self-harm, and mentions of suicide + doxxing

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in early to mid 2021, i was in a *** server i used to be in. keep in mind i was a unsupervised 15-16 year old at the time.

until someone who i won't name decided to join the server. i seemed a bit wary of him, but then his true colors started to show

i was talking about the siren from the game "the binding of isaac", and he said that she "looks ***". i was obviously uncomfortable with it

after he gotten kicked off the team, he developed a strange obsession with my old sona. not to mention he roleplayed as my sona by using tupperbox.

he said he'd dm me an apology, and someone told me that if i should forgive him or not. i decided to politely decline his apology.

but even after declining his apology, he went back to sexualizing my old sona along with going far as stalking me online too.

it was getting out of hand to the point where i had to give my old sona away

at this point, i started to feel scared of him using a VPN to continue stalking me, let alone dox me. it nearly drove me to the point of scratching my arms until they bled at school. luckily mom came & picked me up early. i had to take a LONG break from the internet because of it too.

and even worse? one of the person's supporters claimed that i was "stalking & harassing" him & nearly drove me to making a suicide note

is there any way to help me heal & move on? let alone find a better coping mechanism to forget about my trauma?