Dear diary

My best friend is no longer my best friend. I don’t know how to watch 9 yrs of friendship end. We’ve seen each other grow up, graduate, & get married. This weekend she had her first child and all I could muster up was, “good luck to your family!”. I was supposed to be there for her but she doesn’t want that. Something happened to her and it poisoned her vision of me... I apologize til I was blue and now there is nothing else I can do.