Diary of calm Birch
Dear Diary,
Date-: 24/6/2022
Time-:10:30 PM
I m losing hope actually I see no way out of this mess, this is frustrating my mind, I feel so irritated I still cry remembering my close friends supported my abusers. I still didnt get answers why people dont like me, I still dont know why no one message or call me either I m so lonely in this world. I m on a path towards healing but sadly I had to leave therapy in between due to financial issues; it makes things worst than before.
Thank you,
Yours
Calm.
@calmBirch6448
Well i don't know where to start from or what to say in this situation as it is very heavy and wrong what you have go through. I have talked you few times now and seeing you came this far even with such a heavy baggage i can tell you are really strong and not everyone can do that. I hope you able to take the much deserve therapy soon. ❤️
Dear Diary ,
Date-26th June 2022
Time-: 12:19 PM
I just feel so overwhelmed right now I feel trapped my PTSD makee addicted to a thing I shouldnt have that brings shame and guilt and nothing else, I also feel very helpless but I m trying to keep fighting ; keep being positive but my heart get broken everytime I wished if I could atleast get some mental peace.
Thank you,
Yours
Calmbirch
Dear Diary,
Date-: 5/7/2022
Time-:6:51 PM
I m having a really tough time recently I m getting daily flashbacks, nightmares and triggers which suck idk if I could be ever able to heal from this trauma but I believe there is always a hope I will keep fighting and trying to be happy but it's too painful and mentally draining I dont know what to do anymore I feel helpless and I have isomnia too which is a added burden and my therapist keep changing Appointment dates which dont help me at all
Thank you,
Yours,
CalmBirch