Emotional abuse, PTSD and a new relationship going south FAST
This is my first time posting and honestly I'm postin because I feel like I have no where else to turn. I feel like I'm sinking and fast. I'm 26 years old, I have a daughter by my abusive ex. She's 6 months old and he suddenly sprung on me that he was exiting her life about 2 weeks ago. It wasn't a surprise but some how, I was the only one who didn't really believe it was coming. During my time with him he lied, cheated (all the time), mentally and physically degraded me, I got sexually assaulted during a home invasion due to his stupidity and now I'm all jacked up in the head. Then I meet my current boyfriend. Everything was great. He's a divorced father and was cheated on by his ex wife. We got along great. Until 2 weeks ago. He has blown me off, we barely speak and now I can't hardly get in contact to see if we are even still together..complete 180 from how he has been and opposite of what his lifelong friends say his character is. I have a nosey mother asking 800 questions and inserting unwanted opinions and at this point...I just feel like running away from life in general. I have no interests. I sleep a lot and my meds don't seem to be helping. 😫
@AmariaAzalee
Oh dear, it sounds like you're dealing with a lot. I'm sorry to hear that these things have happened. It can be really upsetting when someone we care about and think we know suddenly leaves. I wonder why he did that? Do you think he found out something or someone told him something about you?
Your mum is probably just concerned about you but I can understand how it's annoying that she asks. Maybe you could tell her you don't wish to speak about anything yet, though maybe talking to her how you're feeling may be a good thing?
I hope things get back on track for you. I think it's best to focus on you and your daughter, ignore the men in your life until you're emotionally stable and feel better in yourself! Take care♥
@AmariaAzalee
That sounds like an incredibly overwhelming and stressful situation. Stay strong and focus on yourself and your daughter. I hope things get easier for you. Don't hesitate to reach out to a listener if you ever want to chat one on one.