Fingerprints
Today has been okay.. I guess I'll be using this as my diary or what ever haha just writing down my thoughts, I have ptsd, and my past is messy, I was abused for the first three years of my life, I spent almost weeks at a time in hospital covered in cuts bruises and even bite marks.. when I was 3 I went to foster care, the age of 5 adopted and when I was 13 I was raped, that shattered me and left me inpieces and my ptsd was caused from the rape, I'm dealing with it and right now I think it's getting better, and I hope it stays that way..
#myvoice #fingerprints #mystory #movingon
@Sapphiremcdonald123
it takes a lot to cope with what you have been through sapphire, it is inspiring to hear that you take the initiative to deal with it, I admire you. Stay on your path and you will continue to get better.
@amiablePeace77
thank you ❤️
@Sapphiremcdonald123
❤
I cent really say this wasn't expected... I've been falling asleep all day.. and just had another flashback... three.. just this morning and my family and I are going out to a bomb fire night thing and I'm feeling really anxious.. what if u have another panick attack or someone bumps into me and I don't know how to handle it.. what if my family notices my anxiousness.. and so on... right now all I want to do is sleep and forget today ever happened... everytime it gets better the world starts crumbling beneath my feet again... I just want to sleep..
