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Last spring, in the second term of my first year of university, I dated this guy. At first it was fine but once we started getting sexually intimate, family issues had come up and I just became depressed and anxious all the time. All I wanted to do was nap and get my schoolwork done so that the depression wouldnt get in the way of that. He wouldnt listen and pressured me into sexual intimacy every single time we were alone. I broke up with him at the end of term and thought I could use the summer as a way to try and heal from the sexual assault. However, as soon as I saw him again two weeks ago panic had risen up and I realized I wasnt ready. My program is small and I cant avoid him so I see him everyday. I have a good support system but sometimes I feel that its not enough. I still walk into the building dreading classes and not wanting to be there. I used to love school and I want that feeling back.