Him. *poem thats poorly written*
The apology was written all over his face, but how was i stupid enough to believe it. He has always been a great actor, making you believe that he cared. It was the one time i forgot that he was to be feared.
He touched, I flinched. He kissed, I hit. He took my life while i stared, hopeless on the floor as he tore my shirt and left me bare. 'I love you' i heard him say as he removed the last bit of clothing from my legs.
That was the first time i didnt care.. i didnt care if i got hurt, because that was easier to deal with then the pain in my heart. This wasnt the first time that he violated me, nor would it be the last. Hes the cause of my pain, the reason for my relaspe.
@Anastasia238 This is beautifully written. 
I cried while I read it :")
@Pureriver55 thank you. I usually use poetry to explain my feelings.
@Anastasia238 I believe poetry as one of the best ways to express one's feeling :")