I was in a car accident. A really bad one.

I was in a very bad car accident on December 21, 2017. I was going to get lunch with a friend to celebrate our birthday. I was stupid and turned too soon, misjudging the amount of time I had, and got us t-boned by a 30 foot cargo truck. I can still feel the car being hit and being thrown to the side. My friend was lucky enough to get out alive, but with two broken legs. And I was lucky enough to walk away with only a large cut on my face. I still have problems coping with it and I still feel so guilty even though my friend doesn't blame me and is doing so much better. There are so many things about the accident that I wish I could forget but can't.