Moving forward
Several years ago, I was very traumatized by former a narcissistic frenemy when she showed me her true colors by betraying and rejecting me. Since then, she has been very rude and mean to me. In the beginning, I experienced a lot of anger an sadness. In fact, I went through three counselors, which was also traumatic at times as well.
That said, I have been working through the trauma with a 4th counselor and she's been super helpful. In fact, I had a chance to talk with her about what happened at the very end of this toxic friendship.
I realize now that it's all for the best that she dumped me because she had an agenda of her own. Because of that she lives in a fantasy world and expectations and has unrealistic and silly expectations of other people.
@Summershy
Other things, I still can't be around her because I still feel very angry everytime I cross paths with her. Therefore, I don't try to seek her out and nor do I go into areas where I know she is going to be. Instead, I work on my own life.