My Diary true Trauma

They may say that can understand but what makes you more lonely than abuse... I have like some burthen that can't let go... Things that used to before matter like was previous in rehab(let's just say was rabel kid) doesn't.. Fear that may make mistake...everything what do reflects on that. Life doesn't give you joy like used to. Learn so much from experience that not sure how to deal with it... Loneliness stays and dark secret that hunts you. Just want to be free and more careless...